I know he is bad for me. He doesn't even want me, and even if he did, not enough to work for me. He is trouble and I know it. I know we're 'best friends' and that is for the best, but I still long for him. I want him to change to be what I need in a man. I believe that he can, and for the right girl he will. I want to be that girl, but I'm not. That stings a little. I want him to want me. I want to not want him. I want to be content with our friendship and to stop entertaining the thought of further potential.
I want to try for more, but I know better.
I'm conflicted.
3 comments:
You deserve better than that..
Jeremiah.. I don't even know you?
I have watched you grow up. I watched you come back into activity in the church. I watched as you sent your brother on a mission. For a while I was nearby and have always thought you were a very neat person... Just an observer... who passes by your blog from time to time. :) Enjoy college.. Life gets continually harder..
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