somebody's someone.

These are the feelings that filled my day today. 

i'm ready to be loved. i'm ready to be held by some one. i'm ready to have a pal to do absolutely everything and absolutely nothing with; someone to tell me i'm pretty or that they missed seeing me on a certain day. i want to be a significant part of someone else's life. it just seems nice, and as of late i feel like i'm in a place where i could handle some lovin. 

i also feel so ungrateful for wanting that, because the truth of the matter is i have blessings rolling in from every which way these days. i have great roommates, i love my classes and have so many people willing to help me through them, i have a great job, a wonderful family, and i'm going to the Dominican Republic soon! my life is so full of blessings, so many in fact i can barely count them all. 

this is what i have to focus on. this is what i will focus on... tomorrow, but as for today this is the thought that resides in my completely unmotivated mind: i'm ready to be somebody's someone.

the end. 

fewf! feels good to get that out.